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Saturday, October 10, 2009 ' 1:02 AM Y

!!! d-e-s-s-e-r-t-s '

it's been quite some time since i last blog... not sure what to blog here... cos there are lots of things happening these few months...

wonder have i changed or what is going on... human are so complicated.. so hard to please.. what can i expect and what can i do?... staying put or change and adapt..? when i change and adapt... will others change n adapt too?... what i want now?...

dont really feel like talking much.. don wanna face ppl... feel like just staying home... playing com.. not thinking anything... just me and myself... crying does not help.. tears just cant roll down... brain is keep working... things keep piling up... ppl keep changing and expecting.. loads increase.. what can i do now?...

its like 4yrs.. if nth wrong.. but..

i've grown and change.. to a person whom i no longer understand... not sure is it for the better or worst.. feel like getting away... dont think anything or anyone can help... i just want to be alone...

*stay away*


Makes me wonders ;







Y MiX~ '

e[YOU]n|x
what i wear
where i go
who i'm out with
how i bring myself
u just wont find the real me
u will require a lifetime to really understand n know me well '



Y w|shes '

world peace
good health
good result
stay happy always
happy family
less club
less drinking
more money
get my degree
get a car
find the right one
hmm~ dunno what i still wish for already will add on if there are more

Y fr|endX '

KeLLy
VeRoN
Ai Li
StepH
Fang
Barry

Y FaV '

DeRRick Hoh
NaT Ho
Cruz Teng
Pei Fen

Y Twittx '



Y Memor|es '


Rewind back, those memories:
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
December 2009
August 2010
September 2010


Y Scream-ed '