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Monday, February 16, 2009 ' 11:26 PM Y

i'm so pissed and shocked... after i start my uni... this is my first time i fail a group project assignment... i've told myself that i will not and do not want to fail any assignment.. and i failed this time round... and what constitute to it?... is the best group mates that i got... not to totally push the blame to them... i'm at fault too... my part may not be totally complete and best of it... but at least what it's needed is in it... but not them...

now will have to redo it le... need to hand in on 2nd march... haix... hw to do?? have to stay up every night le.. they didn't even go for lesson and all... think i have to rely on myself le.. i can do it... and next thing to do is to mark them down... hahaha... have to... i dont want my effort to waste away... it's not worth it..

hahah... managed to talk to shuan and wilson today... after so long... well.. i do talk to wilson one.. but is my first time talking to shuan... hmm.. maybe it will be a good start.. wahhaha... and he dont look so short le.. still a little taller den me.. haha.. at least i wear heels he still taller..

i found out something... some one drew a heart using pen beside my name in the attendance list... when i first sign my attendance there wasn't any of it.. bt when i were to sign for my group mates.. i saw it... dunno who the hell do that...

guess my workload gonna increase le... so stress... 1 day only can slp for 5hr le ba... sianx...

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Sunday, February 15, 2009 ' 9:29 PM Y

Had a wonderful day... thanks everyone...

hmm... went to von hse for lunch... but everyone was late except mx... haha... by right we meet at 2.. bt end up reach von's place at ard 3+ le... super late lunch... had pizza, prawn and salad for lunch... super nice... and dessert to wrap up the whole lunch.. so touching...

i never expect both von n meli will do much for us... meli bake muffin... but she also got bake for her bf.. so haha... while von.. hmm... she did a lot le.. she fold the roses and prepare all the food and dessert... omg.. while me n mx only share and bought them gift... cos we tot they have bf le.. so dont need so much attention... but.. guess we are wrong... they still give us so many things... haix.. have to wait for next year to compensate le.. haha...

well... went to kbox buffet dinner with wk n steph after dat... in total there are 4 of us... but we got a super big room.. which can hold up to 10 ppl or more... haha... dont really have enough time to finish singing the songs.. think dat day is we too high le.. so all songs are nice and worth the sing... gave wk his present.. haha.. and he is shocked.. cos i bought a bear with heart on it.. and.. .haha... this is the first time he receive bear... haha.. well.. everything has it's first time i suppose... haha... n gave steph a small gift as well... hmm... suddenly feel emo when i start to sing.. the first song.. by jolin... 'jia zhuang' hmm... almost burst into tears.. but.. i didnt! heex...

after dat we went to DXO.. on the way we saw meli n her bf... haha... well.. guess i shld omit the comment on him.. haha... had great time there... drank a lot cos it's free flow.. haha... and wan steph to dance.. haha.. so hav to make her high... and i accompany her to finish the drink at 1 short.. haha... but.. we still prefer st james.. prob will have to wait for another time le.. and to make steph dance.. =p haha...

here comes the random one... hmm.. he did msg me happy v day... which i tot he wont.. but.. he added lol behind.. haha... cos it's already the end le.. and he stil wish me.. really nd to laugh out loud... hahaa...

really touch with the present i had received... frm mx... so nice... and the letter/card.. haha... thanks girl.. i really enjoy myself on that day... it's great to have you all.. life will be meaning-less without u all le..

k le o.. need to go do my project again le.. happy day/night... ^_^

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Saturday, February 14, 2009 ' 1:05 AM Y

Happy Valentine's Day!!!

it's v day le... so fast... time flies... i still miss the presence... wonder will i receive any txt from... have yet to check my hp... every yr will receive at around 12midnight... but i guess this yr may not le.. it's already over...

will be gg out tml... with my friends...

guess it's all le ba... i also dunno wan to write wad le... have lots of things in mind.. but cant manage to put them in words and all... shall save it and go to bed... feeling drowsy after taking the med... tata~

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Tuesday, February 10, 2009 ' 12:13 PM Y

every company seems to have its own politics... and i'm in one of them... i'm so pissed with it.. having to work in a small company with a total head count of less than 20 but the level of politic is like more than 50% !!! really cannot take it.. wth do they wan?? they just merely bootlicking... only listen to the one with authority... and that person want us to take charge in certain things.. but.. in the end... those bootlickers don give a damn on anything only concentrate on bootlicking and messing up the whole schedule and procedures...

the whole company became so hard to handle just because of the presence of 2 so-called useless chaps.. i dont say that i'm useful... just that i'm not that useless... after working for abt to a yr.. they still cant function well and excel in their job... still have to help them and clear the shit for them... with these 2 additional ppl.. everyone got scolded on the first few wk of the work till now...

argh..... relax... relax...

thinking of the incident still makes me mad... i just cant 'put out the fire'...!

ok... well... just got too many things to do on hand... too huge workload.. on hand with 4 reports - 2 individual and 2 group... taking 3 modules this sem... term test round the corner... products submission due-ing every now and then... stress...

k le.. not much things to write about le... the more i blog.. the more pissed i am... tata~

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Saturday, February 7, 2009 ' 12:49 AM Y

Finally have the time to do a small research on the pain that i'm sufferring... rmb the doc say something 'splint' or wadever de.. so i went to research on that... and this is wad i had...

*Shin splints can be caused by sudden increases in mileage, walking uphill, overtraining, walking faster than normal, jumping, running stairs, or just too much distance.* haha... i did those during cny...

now i know why i will have such problem le... walked too much.. [increase in mileage], walked too fast at times.. [walking faster than normal], walk to mx n maree hse.. [walking uphill], haha... mainly these i think...

now i've suffered a week le.. and it dont seems to be getting better... tot i'm fine after my mc... but when i started to go to work.. the pain returns... cos i have to walk quite a distance to the bus stop and to my office.. till now.. the pain is still on and off.. dunno when will recover... think should start to train back le... after i recover from shin splint.. hope i get well soon.. cos stil nd to go sch also... will walk even more...

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Tuesday, February 3, 2009 ' 6:45 PM Y

hmm... went to see doc le... doc says i walk too much.. haha... wear too much heels.. strained my muscle.. haha.. that is why will hurt so badly... wasted my money.. haha.. but at least i wont have to worry that much le.. haha... gotta wait till my leg recover and.. haha... i can go chiong-ing again...

got this done not long ago.. haha.. after my visit to the doc... kinda bored and reluctant to do my project.. keep on procrestinating.. haha... dat is so wrong... gotta start doing it soon.. if nt i have to submit it on friday le.. haha... well.. these are some pix that are taken recently... well... at least is within the 3 mths... haha... nt very perfect.. bt still acceptable ba..

k ba.. don think will ctn blogging much le.. shall go have my dinner first den start with my project.. hopefully.. haha... will update more soon ba...

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' 12:08 AM Y

had my first day at work after the long break... had quite a lot of thing to do... cos of the long break.. but everything is still going well...

tml gg to be on mc le... leg pain... it's been few days le.. and it's getting from bad to worst... dont knw what's wrong... bare able to walk... super pain... wonder how will my leg feels tml... yst still can walk... bt today esp at night... it's too pain for me to walk le... just the stretching action is super pain le... don't knw hw will it goes tml le.. hopefully it's the same as before... infection... nth much... i dont want it to be anything more... scared...

tml i can do my project at home le... not that i go 'geng' mc just to do project... but i really need to see doc... at the same time i can do my project... it's like killing 2 birds with a stone... haha...

k le.. don say much le... tml see le doc den see hw ba... tata~

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