Monday, June 1, 2009 ' 1:30 PM Y
learn to believe in myself... '
WTF...! pardon me for being so valgur... but i'm bloody pissed after reading an entry... guess i should really trust my 6th sense instead of he says she says..
well... u may ask wad is my 6th sense... well.. i myself can judge the guy base on my willingness in talking to him... if i'm able to talk and disturb that person... showing my 'true' self.. the guy is consider a rather gd guy in reality... but if the person who i dont really wanna talk to or giving him a one word reply and all... or maybe even having difficulty in talking to him... the guy is consider a relatively bad guy...
y am i saying this?... cos i've experienced it since the very first r/s... well.. lets not go too far.. take R for example, i know for the fact that i cannot really communicate with him and not being able to show my true self in front of him... result showing... R is really not a gd person... as for friends' bf... when i'm able to talk to him and/or disturb him the first time i met him.. it is proven that they are better guys... and most of my friends' bf are really gd to my friends...
so if were to really think of it... that person is not a very gd preson base on my 6th sense.. but i didnt really there to bother abt it... and also didnt really notice it... cos i have some 'difficulties' in talk with him... on the very first day i met him... if u really go think abt it.. i guess u think so too...
after reading someone's blog.. i feel that he really falls into that category... ha.. wad he think he is?... charming prince?... nah... his acts are really so kiddish... it seems to be wad i've did in the past... years before... but not nw... however... he tot me a great lesson... nv to judge a person by its appearance, action and even comments frm others... i have to learn to believe in myself... and really have to post certain test on them to judge n gauge if they are real and all.. cos at times.. 6th sense may fail too... haha...
