Saturday, May 30, 2009 ' 12:52 AM Y
ranDomZ '
suddenly have a lot of things to write.. dunno y.. hha...
shall say about my busy schedule for tml... wa.. think no one is so busy like me lorx... in 1 day.. 3 bday celebration... haha... omg!!! can die rite??
1. Lunch cum Sentosa trip - MX Bday...
2. Dinner cum BBQ - Veron's daughter.. Claudia Bday...
3. Clubbing cum drinking - WS Bday...
faint... haha... i feel like i'm rushing for dunno wad... hahah... and at this time i'm still awake.. just finish every single thing for MX de present only... hopefully... hahah.. shall see hw i will be like on sunday... hahah...
next...
really found out that i have so many ppl who care for me... thank u ppl... i'm so touched when i see those msg and msn pop up... ppl whom i least expected to have pop up such msg.. i'm fine le.. really ok... don worry...
i have random emotions... it goes up n down as and when it likes.. cannot be controlled.. can be happy at a time.. and crying at the other time... dunno y... hahah... what can i do?.. its my dumb hormones that control my brain.. haha...
and...
avoid does not bring you to anywhere.. neither does it solves your problem/s... it may also end up u having less friend and so on... if u manage to see this... pls rmb.. ur friends are who u are comfortable staying and hanging ard with... don because of certain thing or people and avoid your friend... its nt wroth it.. ppl still have to carry on living... its nt that w/o u they cant live.. but to loss a close friend that you had known for years is really not worth it...
think more and just be urself... no point avoiding and hidding..
lastly...
there are ups n downs in life... just like stock market.. u nv knw what will happen next.. although it can be analyse and things may be going on in wat u expect... but it is nt totally what it is... no one know the future... u can only predict.. just like stock market... haha... maybe i study too much le...
but.. ya.. late nature take its course... when a door shut.. run to another open door... ur future/happiness/love/etc... is there waiting for you...
i'll be strong... will be stronger than yesterday...
love my friends.. they are so sweet n thoughtfull... appreciate you guys... thanks... =)
