Thursday, April 9, 2009 ' 1:04 PM Y
~sw|ng '
blame it on the month... blame it on myself...
i dont know what is wrong with me.. mayb its the period of the month or maybe i am really such sensitive.. dont like the feeling of being left out... dont like the feeling of being alone.. dont like the feeling of not being cared and concerned off... dont misunderstand.. its not abt bgr thing...
its just a part with my colleagues... i dont know how to put it in words and all... its too long of a story... maybe what they think is different from what i think.. but i am jus not happy about it... it seems that everyone has 2 faces... i really dont know which is which.. maybe its cos of the 'masters' who result in the others to follow.. mayb its just that they forget abt me.. i also don knw.. all i know is that when they need you.. they are gd.. when they dont... be prepared to listen negative comments passing ard.. sick of it... hate this kind of working life.. hate these ppl...
being the star in the company is so hard.. being the apple of the eyes of the superior will have to be prepared to be the bulleye of the rest... once its possible.. they will throw a dart towards you and see where it hits.. if it hits the bulleye.. gd luck.. be prepared to face anything that comes to you.. if it hits the side.. thank god.. u only suffer from minor injury...
blame it.. blame it on ...
