pissed with today's connection... damn bloody slow.. haha... cant seems to go into the website i wanna go de... msn keep on showing "The following message could not be delivered to all recipients" damn... give up using le.. gg to bed again after blogging.. hope it wont take too long...

did nth but slping, using com n eating these 2 days... its been so long since i last relax myself... it feels so good.. no worries no problems.. how i wish i can spend more days like that.. bt i knw i am just dreaming... slowing dream on ba.. haa..


well... feel so... arghh.. i dont knw hw to discribe... well.. that day R came to look for me.. and he pissed me off with the questions he asked... stop trying ba.. move on... i'm already gone le... no point trying.. its just too late.. i dont want to waste another day.. dont want to get myself hurt again..

dont really feel like having or getting someone yet.. probably is that i have not meet the right on yet ba... i also dont knw what i want... what i'm thinking... days pass and i'm still alone.. still thinking what i want... i knw sometimes i will give ppl the wrong impression n thinking.. but i'm just me.. u cant stop me from being myself.. i knw ppl have to grow.. and i am growing... i'm trying to grow and be more mature... bt that is towards work ba..? personal life... i'm still learning to be someone i am.. not wanting to copy how others are... i am who i am... just take it or leave it ba..

there is this song i want to delicate to R... time to move on and stop trying... i'm no longer the little girl whom he thinks i m in the past le... stop trying to trick me into you trap le.. i'm sick of it le... below is the song by Girlicious - Already Gone:


there is no mv but the lyrics of the song... but its a nice song.. and reflects on what i'm thinking... enjoy..

Makes me wonders ;