hmm... just complete my part for my project presentation tml... feel so tired... really nd to rest after all these shit.. hope nxt sem will be better...

well.. was talking to someone this afternoon... but i still dont get the point as in y shld i be so entu. in finding a bf?... its nt as if i cant live my life without a guy... -_-" n he was telling me he is serious... hw on earth u wan me to believe when one side you say you like me and another side you say you like this girl and will do anything for her... please wake up...! what you really want..? think he is just being too desperate lorx... is it a must to have 1? wont i be happier to be alone rather than being with someone whom i dont really like etc?... i dont believe in love.. wat it actually means?...

had rather mixed feelings recently... every single thing come falling down to my shoulder.. be it work, sch, r/s, friend, family, etc... heavy... well... i did tot of wanting to have a bf... but is that what i really wnat?.. or is it the pressure that i'm facing?... if it's the pressure.. i think it wont be fair to the guy... so what is the point of rushing into a r/s just because you want a bf/gf?... i know some may not agree to what i say.. but i still stick to my stand... don't have much confidence in guys... dont have confidence in myself either...

well.. lets drop that topic ba...

think i blog on this before.... there is someone who drew a heart beside my signature in the attendance list... ya i said before.. bt yst i saw another heart on another signature... who the hell is that?... i dont seems to be able to figure it out... prob i should slowly trace on the pen ink... is the person too sick or does the person has nth to do.. or is it just a prank?... the classmates in monday class are more or less the same as wednesday class.. but i didnt see any of it on my wednesday class attendance... it seems so eriee and sick... who the hell is it?...
k le.. that is all for now ba.. go slp le.. left less than 5 hr of slp le.. nite nitex...

Makes me wonders ;