dont really know what is wrong with me... it seems like everything goes the wrong way n direction... my brain n heart doesnt work at the same direction anymore... for the past few days i feel like running away... running out of the hse and hiding some where... but this will cause my parents to be worry for me...

think my tears glands are working too well recently... the slightest thing that happen can make me weep and breakdown... even watching perfect cut 2... i cant have such a thinking.. i nd to get my head out of those stupid emotion and settle down to do my projects...

tons of them.. it's pilling up n up... shorter time to complete.. bt my brain n heart doesnt allow me to run through my projects.. i've been slping a lot just to run away frm my thoughts.. bt.. life is so cruel.. i still have to face the reality and i cant be sleeping my time away just like that...

although i dont have mood swing every month.. please dont make it swing once every few months.. it is just too scary... i dont have the ability to handle it...
argh........

Makes me wonders ;