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Wednesday, November 26, 2008 ' 12:14 PM Y

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hmm... yst went to meet aili for her belated bday.. it turns out to be better den wad i've expected... so much better.. haha.. it's been a long time since we last met... everytime there will be like 1 missing ppl... it seems so hard to put everyone together... everyone seems to grow up le.. our topic seems to change.. although we still gossip... but this time we even talk abt economy.. branded stuff.. work.. and others.. haha.. time flies.. think i knw them for like ard 7-8 yrs le.. super long..
well.. the most common topic is still about weight.. bt some ppl are already very thin and she still wanna loose weight lor... her ways are so extreme.. i dont think there is a need to do so ba.. it seems like she's being detached with the world or so... cant reali find the exact words or phrase to describe le..
wish everyone all the best.. hope to meet up soon o.. bt it seems kinda hard le.. cos everyone has their own life.. own bf and all... reali need to make effort to meet ba..


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Monday, November 24, 2008 ' 12:35 PM Y

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I'm so good recently.. haha.. didnt go clubbing for nearly a mth le.. hehe.. this is a gd sign... reali don have the mood or craving to go... haha.. i'm a happy girl.. ^_^
went to kbox on fri with steph, kaili, wk, n mx... didnt reali talk photos with them lehx.. only take with mx.. but horx.. all the nice nice photos are with her.. gotta wait le.. haha.. no choice... but.. i have 2 with me.. hee... we sang till around 2am that day.. and everyone is just so exhausted... it's be quite some times since we sing k le.. haha.. i've totally lost touch in chinese songs.. been listening to english hits recently.. kk.. here are the photos...
haha.. we are cam whoring while the rest are singing.. hehe.. our all time fav... heex.. and the scandalous pic..

hmm... sat... haah.. is a super fulfilling day... haha.. we went to buy von and mx's friend's present... heex.. manage to complete the purchase within the day.. 1st time... and it's only 2 of us... the best part is that we reach home before 12 midnight... hahah... very first time...

we went to try the ice cream shop or shld i say the ice shop... it's at far east plaza beside the long john silver... near the toilet.. haha.. the ice sharve is smooth and melt in the mouth... it's also at an affordable price.. nxt time can go again.. ppl there are quite friendly as well.. only thing is that the space is small... cant really house too many ppl...


some of the pics of me n mx enjoying the ice/ice cream.. haha.. nice nice... and photo of us cam whoring in train... haha...

hmm... happy to have gd and caring friend... haha.. Samuel saw my msn nick yst as was asking if i need help.. he told me before if i need help i can go and look for him... well.. yst he pop up and ask if i need any help.. well.. he's such a nice and caring friend... dat time he msg me to ask if i'm alright... well.. touched by that... guess if it's me i don think i will do dat ba... feels and sounds weird.. well.. i'm not sure will he read my blog... if he does.. i gotta tell him this...

thanks for your help and concern... although i'm not say very close to u... but u are reali a good friend... but i still remember hw bad u were when we were young.. haha... if possible... we meet up soon... anyway.. i really need your help.. haha..



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Friday, November 21, 2008 ' 11:19 AM Y

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was watching the TV drama "BY MY SIDE" on channel 8... letting me to think if real love does exist... will there be someone ard to love you wholehertedly when they find out that you are sick or abnormal in certain sense?... will such thing happen on earth?...

i think it may.. but it's like out of 0.00000000000001% or less... ppl around are selfish and are unwilling to accept such thing or so... this reali put me into thinking... someone asked me yst... "if i'm short and have aids will you still be my friend?" i was there thinking... if i reali have such a friend.. what will i do?... but as usual.. the ans will be.. "of course.. i will stil be your friend" but wad is the reali ans?... for me.. if i feel dat we are able to communicate well and so on... i will still be ur friend no matter what happen... but that is only me.. wad about others?.. how they react when they are given such a question?...

having a poor health is one of my biggest problem.. but.. i'm still happy that my friends are around me.. but coming to think of the question above.. i think there may have real love/true love... i have a friend who is being catergorised as not very normal actually got herself a bf... and at this pt of time.. we can see that the guy reali treat her well and is good to her.. but are all guys like that?.. i doubt so.. a lot of guys will discriminate ppl... guess this is the nature of human...



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Thursday, November 20, 2008 ' 12:16 PM Y

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i saw the guy at the bus stop again... btw did i blog abt him?.. maybe not ba... well.. nvm.. let me tell u...
there is this guy who stay near my area.. whenever i go home from school i wll see him at the bus stop.. will be taking the same bus back.. i've no idea who he is.. there was once he smile at me.. so i smile back as well.. thinking that he is my friend or maybe someone whom i know.. after that i found out that i don even know him... the next day... i saw him at the same bus stop as well.. he came up to sit beside me at the bus stop... i heard him saying... "can i know u" things like that.. very softly.. but i don dare to turn to look at him... i keep on looking at another direction...

it's been quite some time since i last saw him... i thought i'm safe and wont have to see him again le.. who knows.. i saw him yesterday night and we took the same bus back from bugis - 51... and change the same bus back as well - 136... gosh.. he smile at me again... and i just force a smile out of my face.. he was sitting near me as well.. he totally freak me out.. luckily i manage to get mx to talk to me on the phone... if not i dunno hw to react le... please don frighten me again.. haha...

well... yesterday is last day for MDP... time to study le..



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Wednesday, November 19, 2008 ' 11:53 AM Y

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boring boring day.. suddenly kinda miss talking to someone online le.. funny.. been talking to him online these days.. nagging abt my stress and all... having him to talk to online help me to distract my stress.. but.. hmm.. he's on leave today.. haha.. so no doubt.. it will be less likely to see him online..
i told myself to relax for this week.. have been stressing myself since a mth ago.. after this week i will have to stress myself again le.. will have main exams coming up during dec... having less than 2 weeks to study le..

rest.. relax.. PLAY... haha... i'm a happy girl nw.. no more craving.. opps.. for the time being larx.. heex..
tata.. gotta work le.. hee...



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Tuesday, November 18, 2008 ' 4:52 PM Y

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hmm.. was browsing some websites just nw and came across this article... i feel it's rather true for human... that is what people will do.. especially girls ba...

When the bus come, you look at it and you said to yourself, "eeee... so full...cannot sit down one". You said to yourself, "I'll wait for the next one."

So you let the bus go and waited for the second bus. Then the second bus came, you looked at it and you said, "eeee...this bus so old... surely very uncomfortable one." So you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus.

After a while, another bus came. It's not crowded and not old but you said, "eeee... no air-con one...and the weather is so warm, better wait for the next one. So again you let the bus go and decided to wait for the next bus. Then the sky started to get dark as it is getting late. You panicked and jump on to the next coming bus. It is not until much later that you found out that you had boarded on to the wrong bus! So you wasted your time and money waiting for what you want! Even if an aircon bus came, can you ensure that the aircon bus won't break down or will the aircon be too old for you?

So people...(mostly girls but guys too!) want to make sure that what you want is not wrong. But it wouldn't hurt to give other people a chance, right? If you found that the "bus" doesn't suit, you just press the red button and get off the bus! But wait...I am sure all of you have this experienced before. You saw a bus is coming (the bus you want of course) you flagged it and the driver acted blur by pretending not seeing you and zoomed pass you!

The bottom line of being loved is like waiting for a bus and whether you want to get on the bus and give the bus a chance depends totally on you and walking alone is just like being out of love. If you love someone set him/her free. If he/she comes back to you, you know they are yours. If they don't then it was never meant to be. Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell. Don't be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what he or she means to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time, it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets.

hmm... well.. comment on this article if you want.. haha..



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hmm... finally finish my project...!!! have been struggling for a good week.. and all thanks to a girl Ana.. thanks to all her HARD work... which make us work even HARDER... have to re-do her part at the eleventh hr... damn... leaving us with no time to edit and to make the whole report flow without flaws... not even completing the Executive Summary... i still have to take leave to do it... we have to submit the report at 8pm yesterday night.. but end up we submit it nearly 9pm... and we have to skip our lesson jus to complete the report.. and she didnt even bother to ask how the report is going on.. i will never wan to do project with her again... hope we wont b in the same class for other modules...
life seems boring recently... it's like project, study, school and work... a daily routine..
guess i will flung my finance paper le.. although i had attemp on all the questions.. but during that time.. everything jus go blank... it's like hitting on to the 'clear' button on the keyboard.. gosh.. think i will have to buck up with the main exam le.. do more.. read more... cant allow any other business to affect me.. nonono ...
sometimes i feel that guys are so hard to trust.. getting to knw this guy.. philips.. if i'm nt wrong he has a gf.. from his msn nick and his msn pic.. but he is like.. keep on wanting to meet me.. saying dat he miss me.. he wanna see me... wa.. scary sia... another thing is that he has a gf.. and he is still like that.. and he is already 29!!! cant he be faithful to his gf.. are all guys like that?... how is it possible to trust a guy?... they can treat u so sweet and nice before u are his gf.. and once u r his gf.. things may change... and even he treats u nicely when u r his gf... are u the only girl that he is seeing?...
duh... guys... haha...



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Monday, November 17, 2008 ' 12:03 AM Y

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Finally i have some time to blog... i'm so so busy lately... ok then.. let's start... pictures first.. it will be a lot.
[friday] let me start from the day.. meet the girls for buffet dim sum at 1pm... and the last order is at 2pm... and they close for break at 2.30pm... wow... we ordered the food a one go... we ordered a lot as well... scary... and they come at one short... our tables are filled with foods...

a candid pic taken bt von.. look blur.. dunno wad she's trying to do... hahah...

nt forgeting our all time fav... taking photos while eating... although there is not much time for us to eat le... but we still manage to take photo and laughing...



we just know how to entertain ourselves... can spot any common thing in these photos?... haha... it's the lights of the christmas tree which looks like a party hat... haha... think we are too bored and childish ba.. hahah...


this pic is interesting.. haha.. 3 diff post.. nice nice.. which to possess such a phone.. cos of the photo function.. but not the other functions...

this is the so called party hat that i was referring to... me and my scandal photos with the girls.. haha..


out under the moon trying of "games" haha... giving all those frighten faces...



finding back the childhood moments.. we went back to Toy' R Us... haha.. interesting...


this marks the end of our outings... taking photos in the toilet.. preparing to leave vivo... but this does nt marks the end of my day.. it's instead... the beginning of my nightmare...


went back home and start studying for my finance test... studied till the next day morning 5am.. went to bed to rest for a while and woke up at 7am to prepare for my test.. reached sch and start my test at 9.30 and end at 11.40 rest of a while and its the start my finance lesson at 12.30.. having 15min break in between the lesson.. i end my class at 6pm.. next stop is to McDonald's for my project discussion and dinner... follow on by meeting bang and von they all for drinking session... and this is where i cant take my tiredness anymore.. for the whole week i'm rushing for my project and study for my test.. and the best part is that i have lesson everyday.. reach home at 12midnight.. continue with my project/revision till 2-3am and then went to bed.. wake up at 7am the next day to work.. and this last for the whole week... okok.. back to meeting with bang n co.. ya.. we drank liquor as usual.. but what unusual thing that happen is that i got drunk...!!! and the amount i drink is less than what i used to drink with my mum and her friends... poor bang, von n mx have to send me home.. n bang had to carry me down and piggyback me home... when i wake up there is no hangover wor.. surprisingly.. hah... i promised myself nt to take alcohol when i'm tired.. cos this is the 2nd incident dat i got drunk due to tiredness...


tml is the submission of my project.. actually took leave tml to rest and study MDP.. but in the end i still have to meet my group member for the final writeup and compilation... all thanks to someone... guess i don have the time to rest and study MDP le ba.. the mock test is on wed le...

*thanks girls for helping me to relax and enjoy myself..*



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Monday, November 10, 2008 ' 1:01 PM Y

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went back to work today... quite a lot of things to do.. but.. haha.. i'm almost done.. haha... fast horx.. acutally nothing much also.. haha.. but things will be more soon le.. need to do project... and to study for my corporate finance.. haha.. a lot le.. think i will nt be able to slp for quite a few days.. haha.. terrible.. it will be fine soon.. endure ba.. jia you lo..


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Sunday, November 9, 2008 ' 2:40 AM Y

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opps.. ms KELLY... i'm afraid not for next week... gg to drink with my friend le.. planned and confirmed le.. sorry.. been gg clubbing for almost every week le.. haha.. time to stop and rest a while le... will go prob during dec.. haha.. after my exams le.. super stress nowadays...

feel kinda touch.. haha.. jus now Samuel msg me.. [hope u r feeling better le] haha.. out of a sudden.. i tot he send wrongly.. so i double confirm with him.. bt ya.. he said he didnt send wrong.. so.. haha.. he said that my nick sounds sad.. haha.. funny him.. bt ya.. kinda surprise also.. any way.. thanks.. haha.. hope to meet up with them soon le..


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Saturday, November 8, 2008 ' 1:07 PM Y

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finally this week i have refrain myself from going clubbing le.. maybe is not that i refrain myself from going ba.. is just that dont reali have the mood to go ba.. anyway also have other activities for not allowing me to go.. had not been watching movie for months.. and my last movie is 12 lotus.. haha.. dat is like decades le ba.. well.. finally went to watch madagascar 2 yst and will be watching coffin today.. finally.. nxt will be gg to k box.. so so long didnt go also le.. have to finish studying my finance by thurs le.. if nt fri meeting the girls for outting.. and sat is my paper... need to manage my time well.. k le.. nd to go prepare for sch.. haix..


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Friday, November 7, 2008 ' 12:16 PM Y

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no more enjoyment le.. no more time to rest and relax le.. today is the last day of my mc le.. nxt wk have to start work le.. after 1 wk of mc dunno what will it be like in office.. not only that.. have to rush for my project submission for this coming friday and a mid term test on the next day... gosh.. so many things to do.. how to finish my revision?... everyday have to attend lesson.. after that have to rush for project.. next have to study for test.. wahhaha... nxt week you will send the panda revive... hahah.. i go enjoy the last bit bit of my mc le ba.. haha..


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Thursday, November 6, 2008 ' 2:20 PM Y

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was kinda bored and emo today.. cant reali settle dwn to study and do my project.. came across this website.. [who works around you]... and they have tonnes of articles and they are so meaningful... one of it...
Someone said... "Wallets are a lot like girls. You really have to take good care of, because if you won't, something might happen"... I know what he means. I just lost a wallet, and I just lost a girl. You know, it's the exact same thing... The first few days, you turn to your friends for support. Some tell you you'll be ok, some tell you that it was your fault and that you should have been more careful, and some tell you about their own experiences...They give you all sorts of advice, none you haven't heard before. You then go out to find a new wallet, only to realize that you don't really want a new one. You want the old one that you lost. No, you don't want all these better-looking wallets, you want yours, because of how comfortable it is, because of all the cards and pictures and other stuff in it.You go out and carry on without a wallet, keeping your money in your pocket instead. You throw away stuff that you would have held on to if you had your old wallet. And then, finally, you find a new wallet you like and settle in.You then start filling your new wallet, little by little. It still doesn't feel as comfortable as the old one, but it's getting there. Then you start putting in cards and pictures and other important stuff in the wallet. Soon enough, there's as much stuff in your new wallet as the old one. And then, after some time, you feel as comfortable with your new wallet.And then you realize that you've almost forgotten you ever had your old wallet. Sure, you still remember most of the stuff you lost on that wallet. But then again, you don't remember the feeling of hurt that you felt when you lost it.That's because that wallet you lost is no longer your wallet. You're no longer holding on. This new wallet you're holding, it has all the important cards and pictures and stuff that you need. This is your wallet. And this time, you tell yourself, you're never losing this one.

http://www.whoworksaroundyou.com/love/index.php?option=com_content&task=view&id=59&Itemid=26
it is also like shopping.. when u want to get the things you want.. it's always hard to find it.. when you didnt even notice it.. it will be there for you.. cherish the one you have and try not to take that person for granted...


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Wednesday, November 5, 2008 ' 2:27 PM Y

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haha.. this gonna be my longest post le ba.. haha... super lost of things to blog on.. bt the past few days my net is giving me problem.. so.. cant do the job...

[saturday] - finally finish mugging at ard 5am and went to bed.. forced myself to wake up at 7 to prepare to go to sch for CB test... haha.. it's like to paisei.. went out nicely dressed.. and it was like raining outside.. i didnt bring my umbrealla out.. there is this guy - phillip staying nearby offer to shelter me to the bus stop.. on the way.. guess wad had happened???... i FELL...!! omg.. so paisei.. and is fell onto a pool of water... damn.. went back to change.. and he waited for me and shelter me to the bus stop again.. gosh.. i first time see this guy and fell in front of him... he said he had saw me quite a few times le.. bt i had no recollection in seeing him.. haha.. everything went smoothly for the day.. except for my clumsiness.. went to hanabi for jap buffet.. had almost half of the salmon sashimi.. think they will ban me from gg there ba.. if not no more salmon sashimi for them to sell le.. haha.. haha.. well.. as usual.. went to clubbing again... went in to dragonfly.. quite boring at first.. till they have the live band.. it was stated to be at 9.45 den up they are like 1/2 hr late.. well.. these are the pics...

this is the first time wq go clubbing.. and it's with us.. haha.. we brought her to dragonfly.. and it's our first time there too.. end up we make ourselves like a laughing clown.. so paisei.. went in frm the wrong entrance.. nd to ask for direction to the locker... so paisei.. haha.. bt.. its over le.. nxt time i knw hw to go in le.. haha...

[monday] - went to extract my wisdom too.. so so nervous... it cost me a bomb... it's like ard 600+ for the whole thing.. omg.. although can claim frm medisave.. bt it may not be the full amt... o my.. and it will require 2-3mths for the cheque to come back to me... dat is long... well.. it's nt as bad as wad i think.. it's nt pain... haha.. or is it dat i am strong.. opps.. haha.. only thing is dat for the first day.. i cant open my mouth big.. haha.. cant reali talk.. bt after that.. i'm ok.. jus dat went eating try not to use that side.. cos be it the softest food like bread can hurt.. haha.. been eating porridge.. bread.. noodle.. beancurd.. for the past few days.. and even now.. hmm.. don knw if my weight will be affected mah.. hope not ba.. haha.. cos i ate a lot of meal.. if nt i will be so hungry le..

well.. it seems that so many ppl ard me nd to do something with their wisdom tooth le.. hah.. my friend.. my friend's bf/husband.. haha.. so so many.. good luck ya.. it's reali nt painful.. can take this chance to stay and rest at hm.. nt bad also larx..

still need to go sch everyday.. one of my campus is located at Spring Singapore... haha.. my vendor.. it's at bukit merah.. so far... and the best part is that.. i took bus there yst.. and it took me 2 good hr to reach...!!! including the changing and waiting of bus.. and the stupid jam after office hr... when i came back.. it took me 1.5 hr to reach hm.. so so long... terrible.. the lesson end late yst.. so end up i reach hm at 12 midnight.. wow.. imagine i have to bare with this for like 2 weeks.. gosh.. have to start work next wk le.. everyday need to wake up early and report to work at 8.30am and reach hm at 12 midnight.. i will be super duper tired man... well.. stop here for nw le.. nd to go read up my case study.. tonight still have a group meeting to attend to...



Makes me wonders ;







Y MiX~ '

e[YOU]n|x
what i wear
where i go
who i'm out with
how i bring myself
u just wont find the real me
u will require a lifetime to really understand n know me well '



Y w|shes '

world peace
good health
good result
stay happy always
happy family
less club
less drinking
more money
get my degree
get a car
find the right one
hmm~ dunno what i still wish for already will add on if there are more

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Y FaV '


Y Twittx '



Y Memor|es '


Rewind back, those memories:
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009
December 2009
August 2010
September 2010


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