when i saw them.. it only took me few mins to burst into tears.. there are to many mixed feelings that are hard for me to explain.. maree and tim were pressing me for the reason to cry.. but i just cant really say it out.. too many things come together.. too many upsetting moments and memories just keep on screening in my head.. i just cant get it out of my mind..
after that, i feel so much better... guess i've shocked them... it's been so long since they last seen me cry.. esp maree.. part of the reason for me to cry is because i'm touched by them.. they are so sweet... althought it is jus a simple act.. but it's enough to touch me...
when heading back home.. i heard the song "because of you" by Kelly Clarkson... it's so... nah.. i don't knw hw to put it in words.. it just bring the flashes of the past up.. every single event seems to just flash through... and i just cant stop it.... i'm feeling so incomplete.. feeling so empty... with all my busy schedules i am still able to surpress all those negative feelings... but i guess by surpressing it will me make feel worst..
here is the mv to the song.. but i cant put the video in.. jus follow the web: http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/3HhosJRn0I8/ ba... this is an old song.. everyone will have heard it.. but i still like it.. it's just so meaningful...
last bt nt least.. thank you ppl... i will be stronger..