Monday, October 13, 2008 ' 11:04 AM Y
my decision '
hmm... i finally made my decision.. i've decided to end it le... don wanna continue... i don wan to have a r/s just like the past.. i dont want to be the one to get hurt.. i don wan to be the one to get ditch... you can say dat i'm selfish.. but dat's human nature... protect oneself rather den getting wounded... i'm just afraid dat he will tret me like how i treat R.. i don wan to experience dat.. nonono... if i reali wan to have such a r/s i rather go back to R at least he is able to provide me in the financial aspects.. not WY.. bt.. reason for the break up with R is dat i don want to have this kind or r/s.. don wan to be neglacted.. i need attention.. dat is y.. moreover.. i don have time for bf now.. i need to concentrate for my studies.. i need to do my projects and attend lesson... no time for anyone.. i need my free time to meet my friends and acc my family.. and not forgetting my rest.. so.. it's nt advisable to have a bf nw ba.. don wan to drag his time also.. yup.. dat's all.. ~i've finally regain my freedom again~
