Sunday, August 24, 2008 ' 2:34 PM Y
omg...! '
it's only 2-3 days dat i didn blog.. den i think now i can write an essay le.. so many things...
R came to find me on msn yst.. keep on insist of meeting me... say wanna bring me to meet his parents.. say he cant be contacted is gt reason one.. for work n future de... but i think it's just excuse only lorx... all are his selfish reasons... only when he needs it den he will come and look for me... if i'm not online will he still come and look for me? will he stil insist to go club with me.. bring me home?... i doubt so..
since afternoon i didnt reply him.. and he didnt even do anything... only during midnight ard 2am den he msg me.. 'take care. slp liao.' bt ya... i also didnt reply him.. he also didnt bother to check on me... wad m i to him? when he needs me just look for me... when he dont jus throw me aside.. expecting me to wait for him?... i'm sorry.. i m no longer the young girl that i'm used to be in the past le.. i've grow up.. different thinking..
dat day when i'm super high in club... before i'm drunk... i msg G saying ' hey.. i miss u...' think i m reali super high lorx... den he reply me in the morning... 'haha... sia la..' er... haha.. i dunno wad he means larx.. bt we denote it as in he 'an shuang' larx.. haha.. den after dat we were sms-ing quite a bit.. den he suddenly says.. 'tt time send u hm u nv invite me in..' den i was telling him he didnt ask.. den say nxt time he send me hm again den invite him in lorx... den he was asking me usually who will be at hm... so was telling him my parents sis n maid lo... den he was like saying 'so u gonna intro me to ur parents?' which is like... haha... y? den he was saying sun nite wan come my hse... den say i say wanna invite him in de... den was saying my mama will stil be awake larx.. if he don mind... den he was saying he anything de... den i was asking if he always go to girls hse de.. den he says he only like ex gf de hse lorx... which is like... er.. wad u mean..? den y he wan to come to my hse?...
when i tel him i still sick on fri.. he was like asking 'wad happen sia? having fever?' haha.. like quite concerning lidat.. den when i tel him.. he ask me to rest well... den today when i msg him if he still wanna go out with them (kelly n jj) tonight... den he says dunno lehx... he dunno wan go out with them mahx or he only wan to go out with me??... haha... kelly n wk also say mayb he only wanna go out with me... haha.. i also dunno le...
now reali stuck in between... 1 nt yt end... 1 gg to start... omg...!!!!!!!
